Mom Tomorrow 14th may Will be 10 sad lonely years that you left us. A day of Sorrow for you leaving us but also should be a day to celebrate as its Johns Birthday, I try make a effort for His birthday he deserves happy times, but i find it very hard sometimes. I cant belive 10 years have come round so fast, I can still remember you phoning us a couple days before, it was Friday and you wanted to wish John a happy Birthday for Sunday, I remember saying Its not his Birthday to Sunday and you said i Know but i just wanted to say it now, I thought it odd but never had a clue it was because you only had that chance to say it to your Son in Law, I went to bed that night not knowing i was going to get a phone call the next morning saying you was ill and dr has called a Ambulance for you and you only wanted me to go with you, I sat there with you all that saturday not having a clue what was going on, the drs was doing all these tests etc why you was vomiting blood constantly, I was scared mom but i wanted to stay by your side, Later that evening( by this time all the family was there) Drs called us all to a side room, i KNew then it was bad news, They told us they didnt think you was going to survive but still never had any idea what was wrong, You was sent to intensive care By thuis tim unconcious, they desided to take you to surgary to see if they could find out whats gone wrong and if there was any chance, Deep down i knew i wouldnt see you again, They brought you back in the middle of the night to ICU We thought that maybe was a good signe but it wasnt, The surgeon came to speak to us saying no more can be done and you probally will not pull through,They told us if you did pull through you would be in a wheel chair and you would not be able to feed or toilet your self that you would have to be fed through a tube, It was heart breaking, I came to your bed side and i could see you was already gone. it broke my heart mom it realy did.. I came home and fetched John and your Grandson Mark who was just 8 at the time to come ans say bye, But it was to late you had already gone. I Know your with the rest of the angels and there is no mistake you are one of the best. It was not long after you left us that dad did too, But I can find some comfort in knowing my Mom and Dad are together for eternity. Love you both and miss you Both so very much.. Loveing you always your ever loving Daughter Michelle. R.I.P Sleep well god bless you both. sending big (((((HUGS)))) and loads of kisses XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX